August 20, II

-Not sure why this The 1975 song makes me cry
-Still avoiding that corner in the east village and likely always will but I know she wouldn't have wanted me to leave that night
-Most guys in my high school kept Red Hot Chili Peppers CDs in their cars or maybe that's my selective memory again
-Do they sell night lights at bed bath & beyond? Asking for myself
-Perhaps my defense mechanism is waiting months to save their numbers in my phone?
-Attracted to most sober people I meet. Not entirely for that reason I don't think?
-"On this day"
-The wave of discomfort that crashes over me after receiving a side hug
-Congratulations to the people at the gym at 10:15pm on a Saturday